Whoever called me...Please call me back. I need someone to talk to, as I sit here in the dark. It's simplistic I know, My asking for more, Naively wanting to know thee, When you cared not an inch to leave caller I.D. Maybe it wasn't that you didn't care that much, Maybe you forgot you [...]
Category: Blog 2015
What is my eye colour? Do you think I do not see you clear? Knocking around, Shutting us out. Playing at a fools's game. -Ain't it a crying shame? What will you do when we are all gone? Who will it be to scratch out next? Could it be thine own son? For we all flock [...]
Deadlines, Deadline, Deadlines,
Deadlines, Deadline, Deadlines, Strange how time flies, Hours, Minutes, seconds, Time cries, When you don't rely on love. Their affection is not present, Slow searches A manifestation of electronic desperation Lone in hate, pain and fear itself Slowing your mind, wounding your slice of life Those happy times refuse to be rewound, In your mind's [...]
Move on with Moving on.
I wrote the last post exactly two months ago. Sat on a cold, dirty bedroom floor, in my love's new home. Unable to sleep all night. Unable to get over our terribly stifled late-night fight. Amy Winehouse's lyrics continually swam in my head towards the end of 'the us'. So, all that was left was [...]
Unholy War. Float Away. Reconsider. Realise. Goodbye.
Some unholy war lyrics in my head It all floats away like blossom in water Like blossom in spring It all floats away Disintegrates Like the eyes of field mice Your stares cut me to ice [Yours glitter like snow crystals Full of the same filled promises that lay unfilled in my sink of dirty [...]
A lived personal “truth” on mental health and healing.
Emotions that rollercoaster severely often lead those of us between 15- 32 to widely speculate that we are flawed, mentally unstable, unfixable and an absolute failure. From experience, this is what "growing-up" is like for many of us today. As someone with a family of mental health issues I know this burden more than most. Coupled [...]
I’m in Love with a Liar and a Coward.
I'm in love with a liar & a coward Who is a perpetual man-baby carting around a new love-sick puppy A faker of the highest degree Pledging innocent ignorance as he flees Into their shared lair with all their cultural cool flair Her only appeal, to your incessant search for youthful zeal is her proximity [...]
New Mantra.
Make amends another day. You will always get a chance to explain. But it is not this day and is not in an electronic way. If they truly know you they will know what it is you were trying to say. Language manifests, connections are made, life is but a test. The score is not [...]
Flickered and Failing is Your Love’s Flame.
Flickered and Failing is your love's flame. Feigning a true lover's play, Leaving the marks of your stay, Telling me it is worth it more when I crave. That I am best when I am wanton, That true love exists in partings, That I am an over-reacting dreamer. I dream. I scheme. An unfettered virgin, [...]
An Eternal Lover’s Rhetorical Questions:
It's only been a week and I wonder how you sleep, whether it's covered in rays of fluorescent light, lonely like me or within a new lovers huddle? Whose life is enhanced by your insight? Whose creativity is a newly welcomed frivolous flight? Whose lives will be within our muddled history's puddle? Will she be [...]
Mariam Kauser 